Three, No Technically Two

Well it's a little passed midnight and today was the 20th which would mark the 3 day point to picking up Batty, but because I'm a little late, it is the 21st and two day marking.

Also the 20th of November marks Batty's and my 6 months into our relationship.  Now don't think Batty and I rushed into this whole thing of moving in with each other.  We didn't.  I mean it is a large step, for someone like me living in PA to up and move to OK to live with some girl I met online.  Though she isn't "some girl I met online" anymore.  And Yes, I met Batty online.  Back in February actually and since May 20 have met in person twice for a total of three weeks of physical interaction.  She's become the apple of my eye.  The halo to my angel.  The second pea in my pod.  I think you might get the point.

Anyway, what I had actually wanna to talk about in this blog and the reason why I started writing in the first place tonight is that I realized that I am, at this point, unemployed.  I do not like being unemployed, against the popular belief that I love laying around and being lazy.  Now see, I do like to have my down times and relax, but once I know that my work has been done.  I also like knowing that I will definitely have something planned to do in the next coming days when I have a job.  When I don't have a job or anything to do, I become restless, cabin feverish.  Sometimes I even dip lower into depression because there is nothing that is keeping me afloat.

I thrive on socializing, for being an introvert.  But I do love interacting with people.  I just love seeing how they react to me and how I can react to them.  I enjoy making people laugh and smile, makes me feel fulfilled.  They call me outgoing.

That's why I like having a job, I can interact with people and make each person, I come in contact with, smile.

And alternatively, I like it when people can me smile.  And Batty, well she can make me smile in so many ways I hadn't thought possible.  Sometimes my Heart hurts with the smile it keeps etched within it from Batty's love.

So indeed two days left and it all begins.